What a crazy week! My ramblings!

     Everything changes is what they say! I hate change unless it is for the better! Look at this weather hot one day rain and tornado's the next. My computer chip and my brand new van broke $600.00. Then my husband's alternator in his car goes out 4 days later $200.00. Husband going somewhere to train with the military and will be gone for Easter. No money for bills. My goat had a baby and almost died. She is still hurting the baby is fine. The list could go on, but with the mouthful I just said everything is still okay.

     I am not sure why but, for once I am not worried about anything. I feel like everything is going to be okay. I look around my house and I realize I own it. Also we are buying another one so life can't be that bad right? I look at my three girls ands they are so happy and not wanting for anything. Matter of fact they are so helpful. They are trying to play mommy to me since they know their dad is leaving.

     The last time all this chaos happened I was worrying like crazy but, everything worked out fine. Yep, we struggled but, we got through it. I think maybe that's it; or maybe the fact that since the cars are broke my parents have been over all the time and I get to spend more time with them than usual. Or maybe it's because I see how crazy people let their lives be; and I realize I could be like them and go nuts worrying and crying.

     Instead I am like the sun will come out tomorrow. I guess some people just finally realize everything will be okay and the more time you focus on the negative the less time you have to focus on the positive.

     Like my goat had her first baby and lived! Vehicle's can be fixed. At least my husband has two jobs. I don't have to work, I can spend the day doing whatever I want with my babies.

I am sure you might not understand  my ramblings but, it just makes me feel better to get it off my chest. I have a great life it is whether I choose to see it or not. Have a good one everyone! I know I will.